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[03 Jan 2008|08:09pm] its so great to see you this happy! just please dont forget about me. iloveyou. ps: breaks great so far. but im ready to go back. slam the door?

[25 Oct 2007|09:59pm] i dislike you. a lot.  you've hurt me one to many times. i give up. GOODBYE. 1 cool kid| slam the door?

[20 Sep 2007|04:35pm] schools crazyyy. my best friend from camp is coming saturday morning to hang out. i need a conference fix. chrysalis was amazing a few weeks ago. God is wonderful. i have a new friend. who makes everything okay. prayer is amazing. one way friendships are hard. but i dont want to give up on them. dashboard is next sunday. goodness i cant wait. i miss my bestest and my best. i miss CDL. i miss the people. i have NO free weekends til thanksgiving. wtheckk. bob's a big jerk. he needs help. my roommate and i found a new use for sidewalk chalk! snail mail makes me smile! i dont want to work tonight. i've been a slacker at writing letters. i need a beach getaway. nextels SUCK. thats all. dont ask questions. just go w/ it all. thanks. slam the door?

update? [08 Aug 2007|01:43pm] so no i havent dropped off the face of the earth. just spent my summer in the middle of nowhere! this past summer is one that i will never forget!  i made some wonderful new friends that i pray will last a lifetime. i've grown a lot closer to God and am working to make it a stronger relationship ive learned a lot about myself and the people around me. im not so scared to face whatever comes towards me. im just all in all a brand new person. you can take me or leave me but im happier now then ive ever been! i hope all of yall have had as amazing of a summer as i have! God Bless <>< 1 cool kid| slam the door?

i saved a guys life today [21 May 2007|12:53pm] okay so not really SAVED but i did help him out. so im working at my dads office and i had to run to the post office to get the weekends mail. well there was one of those slips saying you need to pick something up. so i went and waited in line. while i was in line this older man (i wanna say in his 60s) passes out. so everyone in there starts FREAKING OUT and the lady behind the counter says call 911 but then the guy comes to and they help him up and ppl started asking him questions. well the next thing we know hes out again and on the floor bleeding. it seemed he had hit his head on the counter. someone asked for a coat or something soft for his head. i got over and tell the person next to the guy to get the trash can and turn it on its side so that we can lift his legs then i run out to my car for my first aid kit. pull out my gloves and apply sterlie dressings to his head inorder to stop the bleeding (the whole time this man is saying his fine and wants to get up. i tell him NO)  i ask for is medical history and look for med. tags while we wait for the paramedic. once they get there i asked someone to hold the dressing in order to keep appling perssure and run out to tell the paramedics his history. we head back into the post office as im telling them what has happened. i took back over appling pressure while that talked to the man. one of the paramedics tells me "thank y ou ma'am we're got it from here" and that was that. i took off my gloves got back in line. got my mail and came back to the office.  lets just say it was a rather exciting morning here in joco for mhs! 1 cool kid| slam the door?

[30 Apr 2007|10:50am] i miss this. 3 cool kids| slam the door?

[18 Apr 2007|10:21pm] My friend elizabeth just found out today that 2 of her friends WERE killed. she's coming down tomorrow to visit and get away. please keep her and everyone else in your prayers. 4/16/07 we'll never forget. 5 cool kids| slam the door?

[17 Apr 2007|08:03am] this is a horrible tragedy that has happened i was so worried about all my chatham friends who go there. i was able to get up with then and they luckily are all okay.  my elizabeth is shock up tho becase 2 of her friends were shot. please keep eveyone at Va Tech and the families in your prayers slam the door?

cant sleep. [15 Apr 2007|02:01am] first off is it summer yet?.... this is my least favorite time of the year.... packing up my effin dorm room. boo. easter weedend was oh so good to me. i love my bestest! <3 i got all this paper work for don lee the other day and i swear it might as well have be written in janpanese cause i dont understand ONE bit of it. this whole thing w/ my dad is crazy. i kinda wish i understood more about it but i dont and its not my place. i went to the switchfoot concert friday night w/ some friends! goodness it was fun! all ive done today is watch lifetime movies.... such fun. 11 days of classes left... my 2nd semester of college is almost over. WOAH. ive decided to give up on one of my friends. i dont know who they are anymore. all of part of growing up. im 95% sure im going back up to chatham for graduation which is exciting and i think rachel is coming up from N.O. ... goodness its been over a yearrrr.... now if the vegas can come it will be a party! <3 this upcoming week is going to be CRAZYYY.... i already wanna fast forward to friday night. ive gotten to see a lot of my aunt lately! shes a hoot!...... my cousin rob and the girl, lauren are moving back to N.C in like 2 weeks! i cant wait! im glad im going to know other staffer at don lee i was kinda scared there for a bit! (gotta love those ESUMC kids!) i miss the beach and its only been a week. its sucks that im too old for conference events this summer. im not a fan of this weather. i cant really think of anything else to update on. so i guess ill try and get some sleep now? slam the door?

fallinggg [02 Apr 2007|10:15am] [ music | dashboard ] i feel as if ive fallen into a hole i cant get out of anymore. im not myself.  i not happy with my life. i feel like ppl keep letting me down. oh goodness i dont like this. beach on thrusday with my bestest. <3 i hope that can get me outta this hole. please keep me in your prayers. 1 cool kid| slam the door?

[24 Mar 2007|08:21pm] conference kids are AHmazinggg. i love them great big. I WANT TO GO TO THE BEACH SOOO BAD.  LIKE RIGHT NOW.  I MISS THE SMELL on an another note. i dont know who you are anymore. you arent the same person i used to know and share everything with. but i will always still be here for you no matter how much i've been hurt. 2 cool kids| slam the door?

friendssss [16 Feb 2007|09:32am] I HAVE SOME OF THE GREATEST FRIENDS ON THIS EARTH! THEY MAKE MY HEART SMILE IN SO MANY WAYSSS i was talking to a few of them about the valentines day cards i sent they and they informed me that they have kept ALLL the cards ive sent them over the years. lets just say it make me cryyyy ahhhh A-mazingggg. ps: everything else is good. my classes are going really well and im showing bob i can do it. he's still a jerk. moms doing well. and william... well yeahh. my roommates a loser and i swear i cant stand herrrr. i hope everyone is doing wellll 2 cool kids| slam the door?

[21 Jan 2007|07:44pm] at the moment it seemed like a good idea....the pain wasnt there...i was numb. but now its just a painful reminder and a horrible regret. another thing is ive firgured out that i depend on my friends why to much. and its not always a good thing. slam the door?

[09 Jan 2007|04:00pm] i feel like just a memory in your book. i look back on those days and miss you. i wish you felt the same.  im moving on giving up. making you a memory in my book. i hope this semester is better then the last.  i hope this year is better then the last. chrysalis this weekend. im excited! i could use the bonding time and laughs 2 cool kids| slam the door?

[30 Dec 2006|08:30pm] breaks been good. jennifer's wedding was amazing! and she was BEAUTIFUL! a lot of time w/ the second family. 3rd death in the family. its been hard. ive 'lost' another friend. if i loose my bestest i dont know what ill do. =/ new years eve plans = seeing that i have no friend here in town...most likely w/ the seond fam. im pretty sure my brothers gf HATES me but i dont really care. ive gotten to spend some time w/ alice... now if i could just hang out w/ marney? in enjoying break but im kinda ready to go back. im super pumped bout chrysalis weekend. should be a BLAST! i pray that 2007 is better then this year was. 3 cool kids| slam the door?

R.I.P [20 Dec 2006|10:21pm] i just dont get it. 3 of my relatives have pasted away this year. and what stinks is that this time i was so close to getting to see her but she wasnt home. i had a bad feeling to but i let it pass cause i didnt want to think the worse. wow. please pray for my family. and for me. 1 cool kid| slam the door?

[19 Dec 2006|09:05pm] i dont wanna lose another friend. =/ slam the door?

[07 Dec 2006|12:11pm] ( picture rewind... ) 1 cool kid| slam the door?

[04 Dec 2006|04:25am] being scared and worried doesnt mix well. please keep my family in your prayers. 2 cool kids| slam the door?

[23 Nov 2006|09:35pm] some people are just full are it. crap that is. you say you miss someone. and you worry bout them why not act like it? i just dont understand. you make me feel useless and unwanted. and for that i dislike you. a lot. i miss the way we used to be. i sometimes cry because of you. thanks. NOT. 1 cool kid| slam the door?

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